sorry

i am really sorry guys, that i have neglected to update my blogg. i was having some technical difficalties. but i finially figured it out. so, i guess i should tell you what i has been happening lately. well, i have been posting a whole lot of pictures on flickr. if u don't know what it is, check it out. aspeacially mine, my dad's, my mom's and my brothers. www.flickr.com/photos/stinkweed. or www.flickr.com/photos/rodlewis. or www.flickr.com/photos/rodsunshine. or www.flickr.com/photos/weaseljack. those are our flicr sites. were we express our feelings through the love of our pictures. Today while i was standing singing the worship at our church, i looked over at jack (my older brother) to see what he was doing. i saw that he was singing along with his hands held way up in the air. and his eyes closed. I could really tell God was speaking to him. the song was called, all i am is your's. and part of it said, i lift my hands to you and i can't remember the rest. =] i thought that if i just could have gotten a picture of jack with his brown eyes closes shut, and his big tan hands way up in the air, it would be great. i would call it all i am is your's. and i would put it on my flickr site. it would've been awesome. but i can't really bring back the time. and i don't think it would be the same if i went up to jack and asked him to pose it. That would just be okward. i know he wouldn't want to. i guess next week i could bring a camera to church and catch pics while i am there. i don't think any one would mind. i think it is a great way to share the gospel, what i do. i do a lot of online sharing things. like this. and flickr. and i can just share my feelings and how i think my life should be lived. but there are lots of bad things about things like this. it is dangerous. and if i think something that someone else doesn't agree with, i don't know, it could get out of hand. but that has not happened yet. And i really don't think it will. so i don't why i am thinking like this. But you never know. I think if i really share what i believe, God will guide me and pretect me. i feel i have really grown in Christ. and i always imagine growing even more. You can always grow in everything. no matter what it is. from body growth, to spiritial growth. and i think that what ever you think you might be growing in, stick to it, and try. i have gotten a lot more serious in my life. i actually talk about important things now. and not just. like what i have been doing in school lately. some people might want to know that. but that is not what i come to share to people. i don't think that is my job. and i deffinatly know that is not what God is telling me to do! =] This way, i can share the word of God to everyone in the world who dicides to get onto the computer. well, i think i better go for now. i promise to write more! and i have a great idea for tomorrow!