a dancer's day

Thursday, December 28, 2006

family

family is a gift from God. he really meant for us to welcome people into our lives and live life and share hard moments with them. God has a purpose for every thing. if he really thought sin was going to be so bad and he couldn't do any thing about it, wouldn't he destroy the world or something? but he didn't. so he must have wounderfull plans that we never knew about hiding in his hands, for us to share with others and be happy. my grandparents came on tuesday afternoon. and we were all soooooo excited. later that night our friend Bing bing came. she is not related to us, but we all feel like she is. we love for her and we are there for her when she needs us. she can live her life with us and we wont complain.God put Bing bing in our lives for a reason. he knew she was going to need a friend to start out with, so he put her in our hands. now bing bing comes down from Hawii every now and then, just to visit us here. it is amazing how family and God can work so well together!!! it was weird how God sent bing bing and our Grandparents here at the same time. maybe God had a reason. bing bing and my grandma made wounderful friends and my grandma gave bing bing her email address and her phone number. God needed that to happen for a reason. i don't know that reason, but i know he did that. (lol) :) bing bing,jack,will,mom,dad,my grandparents, and me, sitting all at a table only really meant for four. but did that stop us from having dinner with our loved ones? no. we squished together and we put more chairs at that table, and you would never had guessed that there was no elbow room. it looked fanomanol!! after dinner with every one, we had comunion. it was my very first comunion with my family. the rest of the family had had two comunions and i had missed both. once i was too tired and i just went to bed. and the other one, i went to my friends sleepover and they had one without me. so this one ment a lot to me because it was a great time to just sit there and think about what God really did for us on that cross. did he really die on the cross for me? think about it. Jesus said, "take the bread and eat. this is my body. take it in remembrence of me." wow. Jesus really broke his body for me. then Jesus said,"take the wine and drink. this is my blood spilt for you this night. take it in remembrence of me." God really loved his son and he loved us. if you really think about it, wow, Jesus just did that, i mean, he really DIED for me. you sit in sunday school class and they are trying to teach you about Jesus' crousifiction, and you say," oh yeah, i know exactly what you mean." when you really don't. just take a while and think of God loving all of us so much like his family, that he would send his ONLY son that he loved and he died there. for ME. i could never send my only son to die. but God knew what was to happen. when i think of Jesus' crousifiction, i think of prepy girls at school. your probably thinking how in the world can she compare Jesus with prepy girls. well, he loved the prepy girls no matter what they did. and i also think of the prepy girls saying,"it's ALL about ME." and if they got to know christ, they would love it because christ died for THEM. he he. that just tickles me. when Jesus was having the last supper, he loved his deciples like family. he took the time to tell them and he did everything with them. I would feel so special if i was a deciple and i could go everywhere with Jesus. last night after comunion, i asked my mom," mom, didn't the diciples dip the bread in the wine? i thought they did." so i diped my bread in my left over wine and i was about to put it in my mouth when my mom said,"acually molly, God said that the one who dipped his bread in the wine was the one who betray him." and as she said the word him, the piece of bread slowly lowered from my mouth, and i did not eat that piece of bread. the way my dad put together the comunion, i could tell God had spoken to him. he came up to me and said," you know molly, why don't we do comunion?" i could see it in his loving eyes that God had spoken through him, and told him to do that. we all needed that. you hear this comming from an 11 year old who is just trying to make it clear to you that....... i love bing bing and my grandparents just like Jesus loved his deciples. thank you guys for being my family too! i love you soooo much!!!